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About Deviant Artist CourtneyFemale/United States Groups :iconthenavis: TheNavis
Avatar James Cameron 2009
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Evangelist :iconkruxi:Kruxi 2 2 Kraehe :iconkruxi:Kruxi 5 7 Comatose :iconkruxi:Kruxi 57 34 Under Eywa's Light :iconkruxi:Kruxi 29 76
I am not stone cold steel
I am not a robot
I am not a faceless apparition
What would you expect of me?
To feel nothing at all while you sit there with fire in your eyes?
It felt like you shoved a spear through the center of my heart
Twisting and writhing into oblivion
That's how it seemed, but I was wrong
I cried for a minute, but then I stopped
Already I wasn't sad, not even an hour later
I became wise in that moment
I had locked myself away
A caged canary singing coldhearted blues for specators
The little bird who wished she was a falcon, strong and keen
I'd flown through too many storms
My wings were wet
I confused destiny with road blocks
But I'm not the girl i was two weeks ago
The light had not betrayed me the way it had appeared to
I caused no more sadness in the world than anyone else who lives in it
My wings were wet, but they weren't broken
I am happy
I am hopeful
I am flying
I am free
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A Heart Ablaze
Emotion is my tether
What keeps me rooted to the ground I stand
The life I lead overflows with joy and rapture
Sadness and guilt, humility and shame
Triumph, defeat
All one in the same, in matters of the heart
The heart and soul burn with passion
I can't control the flames, nor do I want to
I feel music in my heart
When the songs come on the radio, sending shivers down my spine
Letting me soar far beyond the body tied to Earth
I feel art in my soul
When the images on paper lift off the page
I can smell the raw, pure power of the pen on paper
The mightiest weapon of all
I feel all forms of expression in all that I am, all that I ever will be
That will never change, my heart is strong and not afraid to cry
But I cannot cry for you
I will not cry for you
If you can't take it, if they can't accept it
There is nothing more I can do
I am who I am, who I always will be
My heart is set ablaze with passion
And my journey's only just begun
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A Raven Heart
You said I had pain deep inside
Something I kept hidden from the world
You were probably right, but that's not so anymore
I couldn't pour my heart out to you
You would have scoffed, walked away
You're a child, as long as I know you
You're a baby who thinks there are no solutions
For someone with so many problems, I'd have thought quite the opposite
But that is you
And this is me
I had something to hide long ago, but I've since grasped an important concept
I don't fear you
I don't fear them
I feared myself, and all i held inside, waiting to break free
Now there is nothing left to fear
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Nevitra :iconkruxi:Kruxi 43 172 Lycan Marla :iconkruxi:Kruxi 7 22 Awards Ceremony :iconkruxi:Kruxi 5 41 Jake Puppy :iconkruxi:Kruxi 6 103 Aqua :iconkruxi:Kruxi 26 139 COTM-Lonely Nights... :iconkruxi:Kruxi 9 32 Fella Costume :iconkruxi:Kruxi 5 16 Cute Little Scene :iconkruxi:Kruxi 9 14 Rilla :iconkruxi:Kruxi 8 20
um... stuff that i've done recently... not sure what else i should say...

Random Favourites

Avataaaaar :iconkieath:Kieath 8 4 Mugen from Samurai Champloo :icontonymonteiro:TonyMonteiro 2 4 Sasuke Uchiha :iconfadiyamangamania:fadiyaMangaMania 36 15 Rapidash :icongoldsturm:Goldsturm 40 7 City of the Gods :iconbaproductions:BAproductions 95 70 Werewolf Hunter :iconjustincurrie:justincurrie 55 38 Nara-.-Shikamaru-L :iconkakashika93:kakashika93 4 2 This is mah first tribal thing :iconcyrilcynder:Cyrilcynder 21 12 Taiwan :iconshaku-sama:Shaku-sama 443 370 Godzilla :iconmosesjaen:MosesJaen 2,219 444 Pandorae :iconradioactive-insanity:Radioactive-Insanity 164 41 Sick, Sad Titans :iconroccobertucci:RoccoBertucci 93 45 Great Leonopteryx aka Toruk 2 :iconalienspawn87:alienspawn87 299 32 Keyblade- Last Dusk :iconbobshadow:Bobshadow 0 1
some of mah faves!!!



United States

Current Residence: new jersey ^^
deviantWEAR sizing preference: um..... extra small i guess XD
Print preference: um... eh?
Favourite genre of music: rock, metal, anime, and jpop
Favourite photographer: i don't like photography enough to have a favorite photographer
Favourite style of art: anime and manga, and sometimes abstract
Operating System: vista
MP3 player of choice: ipod touch (finally got a new ipod XD)
Shell of choice: thalassa XD!!!
Wallpaper of choice: anything riku related XD
Skin of choice: umm...soft...?
Favourite cartoon character: a lot..... kiba and kimimaro from naruto, fry from futurama, danny phantom, riku from kh...........
Personal Quote: agafutafe ^^


Kruxi has started a donation pool!
8 / 15
i cant but points on DA T.T..... and all i need them for is to trade for llamas so please just donate one point, i really only want like 10 or 15 XD

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OMK I'VE BEEN GONE FOR LIKE A MONTH!!!  XD  well ive been like so incredibly busy recently, i havent really had time for anything.  as for comments, ive answered most if not all of them, but i had like 400 so im sorry if i didnt say much XD  as for deviations, im afraid to look at them....i have about 8500 in my inbox XD  and im sorry, but i didnt even read any journals, i had like 250 to read and i just dont have the patience or time for that XD  oh and if anybody's wondering (not like anybody was XD) i went invisible because im not going to be on very often anymore and i figure you might as well not know when i am on, and i deleted my journal entries in a strange and somewhat trivial attempt to clear up some space on my page, and in my journal in general XD  so anyway, hope everyone is well, keep up the good art and stuff ^^  bye for now ^^

Journal History


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LittleGreenGamer Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday! :) 
mhedgehog21 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2016
Happy Birthday!!!! :la: :party: :cake: :boogie:
mhedgehog21 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014
Happy Birthday!!!! :la: :party: :cake: :boogie:
mhedgehog21 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2012
Happy Birthday!!!! :la: :party: :cake: :boogie:
MadHatterMadi Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D :D :D :D :D :cake::glomp:
mhedgehog21 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2011
Happy Birthday!!!! :la: :party: :cake: :boogie:
naochandoodles Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday ;D Have an nice day
MagicBats Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I absolutely LOVE your art!!!! I am a crazed Futurama fan to!! In fact.. I'm watching it right now! xD
Velbette Featured By Owner May 5, 2011  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: for Bobbie's Werewolf

If you liked that you'll probably like this project i'm doing check it out :) [link]
blackshadow-triumph Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2011
Hey Courtney!! You gonna go meet Nikki Sixx on his book signing tour?!
Scared-For-Life Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2011
Thanks for the fave
AnitaMarieTeslow Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2011  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: XD
Ruet-Beer Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2010
Thanks for the favourite! :star:
LarraChersan Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav!
emichii Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the fave! :D
Coils Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2010
thanks for the favourite :)
nickytyrant Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2010
Thanx for the fave!
iloveyou29483 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2010
Thanks for the fave!
kaspired Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2010
Thanks for the fav!
AmayLynn Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2010  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave, love. :)
HevanlyDevilXxXx Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you for fav ^w^
masseylass Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave ^_^
kaspired Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2010
Thanks for the fav!
Funky-Monkey333 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2010
thanks for the fave :)
MizukiZOMBIE Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav. :)
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